Man, I am so disappointed and depressed. Exactly at 7.58 a.m., March 6th, I was ready infront of the computer, waiting for my posting results to be released. Then, my classmate told me that the JAE results was out earlier already. At this moment, andrenaline was being pumped all over my body.

My heart was palpitating heavily when i accessed the MOE webpage. As I typed in my NIRC number and hit the 'enter' button, I anticipated to see me being posted to either ACJC or SAJC. To my horror, what i saw on the screen was something petrifiying. It read, ' You are being posted to Jurong Junior College Science Stream (25S)'.

Goodness, this was not what i anticpipated. I told xm of this fcuking news and he told me that he was being posted back to JJC too. Only BH and Aloy got to the JCs they wanted. At that moment, I just felt so damn sad. WHY?WHY?WHY? The big question 'Why?' kept recurring in my head. Why did MOE post me back to JJC? Why cant MOE post me to SAJC or AJC? Why did they do this to me? WHY WHY WHY!!!!!!

Alright, so, still in my state of shock of disappointment, I went to appeal in SAJC. I shall not include the details. I later went to ACJC to appeal and there, I found out that my chances of getting into ACJC is almost less than 5%. Maybe not even 5%.

So, I just have to wait for good news, hoping that any of these JCs would accept me. I just do not want to stick in JJC. The whole thing just sucks.

Why must MOE do this to me?? Who can I blame? Who should I blame? No one I guess, but myself. My life is always just screwed up. Fcuking screwed up.